Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Will it ever be the same again??

It's the begining of April.What have i been doing for the past few months?It's been almost half year im here in Singapore.I've learnt and studied more than i supposed.What's most funny is that i'm doing things which i dislike doing.Impossible turns possible and i realised it's not a dream but reality.Sometimes it just doesn't feel right at all.Here i am doing all things by myself.I'm no longer a small kid always being so demanding.Whatever that comes good or bad,i have to bear it all myself.Sien sial.Sometimes i just wanna cried out loud and get my arse back to Malaysia just to have a better and contented life i used to have.Everyone is struggling pretty hard now making more earning to live for a better life.It feels great everyone doing their own part at least everyone is growing up now.So yeah,chill yeah people?Take it easy.We are doing the same here.Nothing comes free and easy.That's part and parcel of life you needa go through.Whenever feeling stress,ring your buddies up.Chill out.Like maybe SING TILL YOU DUMB?Wahahaha.That's what i always do.Anyway,nobody will know who you are and where the sounds comes from right?Akakaka.That's what KTV's are for i guess.Pouring shits inside out.You will feel zillion times better.Whee!!:)

Arghh...this suddenly make me recall back something.CLUBBING.Oh hot damn!!Eversince i came to Singapore i never enter any club before.Why?No kaki lah!Jioh!Wahahahaha.I don't drink nor smoke but i just LOVE the musics playing in the air kay?I don't know about you but standing in the crowd with the musics banging your ears,this is what u call chill out.Akakaka.And yeah,at the same time can peep peep at leng chaiz.Wahahaha.But that was like you know,past.Maybe it's been too long since i always loaf out with my buddies.Low batt already.Nyiek nyiek.Somehow i haveta refresh a lil when i get back to Malaysia.Or else when age gets older your daily activities will change.So yeah,enjoy life when you are young.But wait, will i have the same old feelings?Or perhaps,i don't enjoy clubbing anymore?

I'm pretty focusing on my career now.I know this shouldn't sound for my age but as for me im looking forward.I somehow feel that there are still plenty of little here and there i needa catch up.It's like running on a track for miles but how long and how far can you go?Why easiest things turns out to be the hardest thing on earth?I've promised to myself to erase "give up" from my dictionary.I'm not sick of it but tired for using to much of brain you see.Anyway,i would like to thank all my friends for being so supportive.Always encourage me to go for it and not forgetting my beloved family too.Heart you guys to bitz.I promise to do better aight?

Lately have been stepping into the gym quite often.Officially became member of California fitness.It makes me feel so energetic all the time after fantastically motivating workout,feeling so refreshing after coming out from steam bath/sauna.Rather than just you know working whole day in salon under the air cond,after work go back,eat,online,sleep.Gosh!Thinking back it's so not healthy.I needa move to have maintainance.I cannot be lazy but motivate myself to workout more.Or else the scale will keep going up without me realising it.My mission.Healthy,energetic,think positive.:)And yeah.Slim and pretty!HoHO!

June is coming pretty soon.I can't wait to go back Malaysia!Tanah Airku~~*bangga*

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